From: "ren and susan carter" <crtrfam@manti.com>
Sent: Wednesday, November 17, 1999 5:03 PM
I feel like God has been teaching us through some very interesting books. It started in March when I was at the library looking for books on tape for Ren to listen to on his long commute. I got "Dancing Wu Li Masters" and "Seat of the Soul" by Gary Zukav. Had never really heard of him but the spirit whispered, "THESE." We had a major paradigm shift. I had studied (or tried to) quantum mechanics/physics before, but never got out of it like I did with these. Then soon after that I turn on OPRAH and there is Gary Zukav talking about "Seat of the Soul" a book that was written in 1989. Oprah usually has recent authors on. She has invited him back several times since. Then my girl friend just picks up the book "Seat of the Soul" and says this looked good have you ever heard of it? To me the main gist of what I have learned is what [John-i-hah] and Oz are talking about here: that we have to accept the responsibility for BEING creators right now. Our desires create reality--literally. The series Masters of the Far East, the book Autobiography of a Yogi, and the Lost Years of Jesus all talk about the Masters doing seeming miracles, but in reality they just accept themselves to be creators and take responsibility. RESPONSIBILITY is a major key to me. We can complain about what we have or don't have as long as we don't take ultimate responsibility. I can complain about a spouse who isn't as forward thinking as I am or a house payment or a lack of food or a lack of love or a disease or a lack of vision of others or anything else. We are exactly where we are because that is the reality we are creating PERIOD. When we change our minds about what is real we change our world. I am a disciple not a master at this but I tell you it works even at my level. I started having a migraine the other day. If I don't take medication I can count on a 2-3 day headache, if I take it soon enough I can get rid of one in a few hours. I closed my eyes and commanded the headache to go away in 15 minutes. I told my body that it needed to heal what it had started and I told my emotions that they needed to heal what had caused the headache in the first place. I took total responsibility for that headache and it WAS GONE in 15 minutes. If you know about migraines "that is impossible." I had a cabin listed that hadn't sold in over a year. It was overpriced and in a very narrow market (over half a million). I prayed that it be sold within a month, it was. I wanted a recipe that I had used over 15 years ago. I had no idea how to get it. I opened a cook book and there on an old scrap of paper was the recipe. Big and small miracles are occurring. On the flip side if I am too focused on the negative it also occurs. For days I was fearing being in a car accident. I kept trying to counter the fear but it was there. I had my tires rotated. The van was hit while having the tires rotated. They had never had an accident like that there. When we accept the responsibility for being a creator we have to carefully guard our thoughts and emotions. I am awakened most mornings fairly early (3 to 5 am) and find myself praying--not the type of prayers I was taught in church. It is more of a command with the underlying understanding that it must be God's will for the highest good for all. I learned this from another great book that is available online The Genius Frequency. http://www.mindspring.com/~jfalone. This book takes out all common terms like "light of Christ" and replaces them so that our ego can't judge what we are reading. It was hard to get used to but was very effective for bypassing the natural man. The Genius Frequency is an actual energy circuit throughout the universe. This is the type of prayer I use now: "I command my Heart of Hearts to be in charge of this entity [natural man-ego] and to align my chakras with the Genius Frequency. [if it is a health problem I do as above with migraine, but if it is a relationship problem I pray for healing for all involved]. Instead of being in despair about the world as I was before I now pray for world leaders. Instead of being hateful towards murderers I pray for them. Instead of remaining in emotional pain when relationships prove difficult I heal the underlying causes. I know without a shadow of a doubt that the time will come that I will command the elements who choose to, to come together to create a loaf of bread. I would encourage you to find the prayer form that works for you. It is important to be aware of your natural man and bypass it to your soul self [or whatever terms make sense to you]. It is important to take FULL responsibility for every happening in your life [no more whining]. It is important to fill yourself with ______[genius frequency, light of Christ, charity, love...you get the drift]. It is important to recognize implanted negative thoughts [Satan is real] and to dismiss them. It is important to just know that every day you are getting better and better at it. It is important to be prepared for every trait that is not God to rear its head to be healed. God bless us all in our endeavors to be a Zion people, inwardly and outwardly. Susan
